day 31...
...so here we are 31 days into my 30th year...& i am feelin' pretty good, that i have made it thus far (insert thought, geez what will she think if she makes it to may, she will probably want the pulitzer)...
**side note, we are going to forgo talking about, "my fat a#" this tuesday due to the fact my diet is in epic failure mode, & i am heading off to NYC & will be eating my face off...is that to say it is over, NO...however, let us just hit pause, to be continued (now you understand why i gave myself 6 mos.;)
so at the end of chapter 1...
...i danced in my car tonight, that song, "party rock anthem," well it popped up & i was jammin', you would thought i was john travolta (circa 1977) in saturday night fever, the way i was movin' (i know you are laughing, it is a great & humorous visual, especially b/c the lower half of my body can only move so much while driving)...but it was fun & made me just smile to do it...especially as it was the end of my day (insert thought, omg, she is on something, she must be trippin' or is it friday & she is wasted)...
...i am perfectly fine (that is still up for debate), but have you ever done anything in life for the pure fun or pleasure of it, not because you planned it, most likely you will be by yourself while doing it, & it does not require a lot of effort, in all honesty should require none, you do it just b/c you can...& as you are partaking in these said events/acts a smile starts to come across your face & for that moment there is a feeling of happiness...(side note: it is not due to some substance added to your body to make you feel this way, b/c it is natural & pure & can just happen like that)..
...these moments/events/acts make life that much better, push us to the next moment b/c you never know if that next moment will be another one of these to make you feel f*&^% AHH-MAZING all over again...
...singing your lungs out (in the shower, in the car & no i can't sing); where your inhibition is throw to the wind = :)...
....dancing (letting yourself go & your body just move to the music) = :)...
...reading a kids book (or rather any book); where it takes you to a whole new place & you become that character = :)...
...riding a bike or taking a walk, (not to get anywhere) but to see where you end up = :)....
...falling asleep randomly to allow yourself to dream big = :)...
...crushing on someone (even if only for a quick second) = :)...
....writing a letter/note/card to people who make your world turn = :)...
...laughing (until your belly hurts) = :)...
...doing something that you never thought you could do = :)....
...giving someone an unexpected gift = :)
...crying because someone made your heart soar = :)
...being a kid again (whether that be through your own children, grand children, nieces & nephews or just to do again); but allowing for that innocence to captivate you = :)...
being in that moment where nothing seems to matter = :)...
...writing this blog = :)...
...& the list goes on, and the chapter continues, why hello there February, i am ready for you...
<3 SM
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