hmmm....hump day ohh how i missed thee....

well....we are off to an ok start...i have stumbled a little, but i got right back up on the ole' diet bicycle (my bicycle still has training wheels, it has to support my ass)...the first 2 days i did a very good job of holding down my points...then comes up to hump day...which has a way of rearing its ugly head...but overall i did not do too bad...so here we are...the thing is i need to add in is exercise, i know i have been saying that for almost a year since i quit exercising...the first 2 weeks are the hardest...if you get into a rhythm then you feel bad (well most people feel bad when they don't stick to it)...i need to get up earlier, but with the winter, well any time i hate getting up earlier than i have to...so i need to find other solutions...& then when i get off of work, i do not feel like exercising...hey i am full of fat & excuses...hence the reason for the fatness...work in progress...:)...what you are going to do with fat kid...if you can't diet & exercise, might as well eat & be merry:)

disclaimer 4201...psyche yourself out with food, make it the enemy, do anything you can to scare yourself away from putting the donut, the cookie, the piece of candy or 2 in your mouth...above all when it comes to your mouth keep it shut, or at least almost so you can only slip small amounts in...(yes the fat kid is a thinker;)

Round 2 & in this corner....the fat bridesmaid...

weigh day (aww remember those days when we actually talked about weight)...well i am going to be honest i was down -18lbs. before the holidays, but after we had a visit from ole' father christmas and the festivities...i gained 3 lbs...which is ok b/c since i quit dieting to gain only 3 lbs. is not too bad...i actually should be doing the jig while eating a cookie or 2 (one thing is for sure a fat kid will never ever change)...so currently we are down -15.5 lbs. & now the real work begins...here are some numbers for you...

we are t-minus 5 months away from wedding 1

& t-minus about 8 months away from wedding 2...

which do you hear that loud & clear this fat ass has to fit into 2 dresses...i know you are thinking that is quite some time to lose the weight, lest i remind you who is writing this blog, it took me how long to lose 15.5 lbs...& also one other reminder or shall i say 1 word...can we say DRESSES...you know those dress makers have to allow 5 months in advance to make the damn dresses so check out the real numbers...EEEEEKKKKKK!!!!

March 1 --- dress 1 needs to be ordered & April 1 --- dress 2 needs to be ordered...so that leaves 2/3 months of diet time...not a whole lot especially when you are diet flunky...so time to hunker down (i think that i learned i picked that word up from marisa & her west virginia crew)...

well if you haven't figured it out...i am back...and hungrier than ever (literally;)