7.19.2010

so here i am again & i am ready to get back on it or so i say...

week 26...day 176...weigh day after the hiatus
...last week, i checked after i got back from nyc about the weight situation...& i had lost a pound and half...now before you pee your pants & say congrats...i went about my business (the business of eating that is for the remainder of the week) and then did the appropriate weigh day today for it was the day that i am officially (yeah, officially blowing it) back on my diet...and i did lose...just not the whole pound & half...so what was the loss...-.5 lb. which is a positive considering i did not diet at all in new york...so i am now at a total loss of -14 lbs...

...disclaimer 345...so at the same point you stop dieting you must realize that you will have to start again because your ass has not shrunk to the size you hoped it would...

...so i must apologize for my absence in the last week from dieting & blogging....however never fear i was not absent from eating so that filled many voids...my saving grace was that it was freakin' hot in nyc and i sweated everything i ate & then some because i was walking lots o' places...that is probably the reason i did not gain and had lost that -1.5 lbs. temporarily...nyc was fun as always and the food was way way good....i definitely recommend you eat your way through the city, hell i did, but make sure you walk lots and just to be safe do it during the summer so you can guarantee nothing will stick with you....

...so i came back & was ready to go & then i had a few chips, some bites of caesar salad, a taster of tuna salad, & then later at my best friend's house i ate her entire pantry and then finished off the day with a bag party that had several toppings of chocolate treats...so way to start back with a bang...

...day 176...real weigh day -.5 lbs, total loss -14 lbs....
...1 day back and i blew it out of the water...
...until "calmer waters" tomorrow....

7.04.2010

happy 4th of july...fireworks exploded & so did my waistline....

day 172 - 175...

...so here we are the fireworks are exploding in the sky & the patriotic music is playing in the background & i reach for a 2nd/3rd piece of cake & as the finale of the fireworks show is going off and the sounds of the drum & horns go off, my button shoots off my pants...what the hell how did that happen...well that is sort of kind of what happened but no pants sounded an alarm that told me to stop shoving food in my face...

...i can't even tell you...i am actually disappointed in myself...i am in a big fat (kind of like my ass) lull...i cannot get back on the diet wagon...i honestly believe that if i did not have this blog (which i am also sucking at life at as well) i would have probably stopped altogether...so thanks for the obligation of need for dieting coming from you & your positive vibes...and i am going back to NYC & not only going to enjoy my city but there is also the issue of food...& we all know that this fat chick is going to eat up (with restraint hopefully)...i am hoping after this week i will be uber motivated and kick my fat ass to the curb by the new "want to be skinnier" ass...

...so my apologies for being lame, & still fat, but i thank you a million times over for sustaining me this far...so 172 - 175 days into this diet & thank God (well my ass thanks ya) that i still am chuggin' along (barely, the fat is holding me back)
....until "we will make it another day" tomorrow...
HAPPY 4th!!!!