...so here we are the fireworks are exploding in the sky & the patriotic music is playing in the background & i reach for a 2nd/3rd piece of cake & as the finale of the fireworks show is going off and the sounds of the drum & horns go off, my button shoots off my pants...what the hell how did that happen...well that is sort of kind of what happened but no pants sounded an alarm that told me to stop shoving food in my face...
...i can't even tell you...i am actually disappointed in myself...i am in a big fat (kind of like my ass) lull...i cannot get back on the diet wagon...i honestly believe that if i did not have this blog (which i am also sucking at life at as well) i would have probably stopped altogether...so thanks for the obligation of need for dieting coming from you & your positive vibes...and i am going back to NYC & not only going to enjoy my city but there is also the issue of food...& we all know that this fat chick is going to eat up (with restraint hopefully)...i am hoping after this week i will be uber motivated and kick my fat ass to the curb by the new "want to be skinnier" ass...
...so my apologies for being lame, & still fat, but i thank you a million times over for sustaining me this far...so 172 - 175 days into this diet & thank God (well my ass thanks ya) that i still am chuggin' along (barely, the fat is holding me back)
....until "we will make it another day" tomorrow...
HAPPY 4th!!!!
FYI... you've only had two posts in July...COME ON GIRL! I know you can get back on track!
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