day 67
**disclaimer 20...sometimes you need a break, and sometimes that break comes right smack dab in the middle of a diet...& believe it or not your ass can handle it; just don't go crazy or you will go right back to where you started & nobody wants to hear your bullshit again....
...we all know we have moods for events in our lives...we like to do things & then often times we would rather eat shit (well maybe not that extreme) than do things we dislike...these can range from going to work, cleaning, exercising, & of course dieting...and come day 67 i am at that point....quote, "i do not want to be on a diet today," says the current fat bridesmaid.
...that being said i did not go crazy because i do not want to go back to a +11.5 pounds on my body but i needed a breather....& then i will get back on the saddle as long as the horse under me does not buckle from the weight of my ass & other parts of my body...i just needed a day where i was not over consumed with worrying and counting (since starting the diet, not one day, even the days when i blow the diet, have i thought of needing a break; hence why i gave myself lots of time to lose the freakin' weight)...but i am not throwing it all out the window; it still lingers like a bad (good;) dream...
67th day...and the points took a break...
...until back on the saddle again tomorrow....
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