while the colts lost, the verdict is still out to see if i am a loser too...(that is in the dieting world)

27th & 28th day...

*disclaimer 90 (not really disclaimers, i just like that word; but more like stellar dieting tips)...treat yourself every once in awhile during the diet process...it helps your body not freak out when it sees a cookie and you actually eat it instead of ignoring it (i didn't say all the time, like 9 out of 10 times, would be good to go ahead and eat the cookie, i am kidding, kind of;)

this weekend went pretty well....i allowed myself to indulge in some foods i normally would omit during the week...i am hoping that tomorrow morning when i wake up i will have lost at least a pound (hell yeah i am praying for more, but i am trying to be realistic)...there is a small pit in my stomach, the part that is surrounded by my fat that is saying, "you haven't lost a damn thing & top of that you gained another chin"...i just know my body...& often times it would like to screw me every which way from sunday & say "ahh take that bulge for eating those milk duds...or here is another dimple for your ass, you'll think twice before eating that cookie again"...our bodies, have a mind of their own, especially mine...haven't you ever looked super skinny in those pants you lie around in the house all day & then as soon as you go to put on the cute dress or svelte top, you notice something odd, & you think damn where did that bump come from, my thighs didn't stick out like that before, man i must be bloated....the truth is simple your body knows when it needs to look good but decides to do the opposite & make you look even shittier than you thought it could...so how do you win....that answer is even simpler, grab a donut, enjoy it, your body will figure it out later...

day 27 & 28...the points were not followed so strictly, but i was responsible (well we hope so considering tomorrow is weigh day & 1 month since i started this crazy operation)

...to all my readers, now 1.2 billion & counting (its like the mcdonalds sign) big positive thoughts & prayers for me, its greatly appreciated...

...until tomorrow (fingers crossed)