**disclaimer 64....face the food head on & say screw you i'm not going to let you ruin my ass, we are talking to the cookies not the carrots, people...
...here is what i am thinking (yes, sometimes i do think, it is a shocker but it can happen)...that even though i am on this extremely strict diet & i never ever slip up (well that statement is kind of true) that the problem is not right now...it is after when i become super skinny & pose as the sports illustrated swimsuit cover model (you can laugh, i am) & do not have to count every point & i can eat a cookie or 2, maybe some french fries, a box of doughnuts (maybe not a box but a few), a double scoop of ice cream...what happens when i go back into the real food world???....here is the thing, i am not sure; however i am thinking ahead of the game (which is a first for me, & it could quite possibly be the only thought, so might as well get it out of the way now) & i am hoping the way i approach food changes, instead of get in my belly, maybe rather 1/2 get into my belly & instead of i should eat 5 cookies maybe stop at 2...the possibilities of my food eating habits changing are endless, but i am hoping that something sticks so as not to find myself in same freakin' spot & wishin' i wasn't the fat ass bridesmaid or just a fat ass....
....which really this whole post is about is realizing another freakin' good reason to lose & KEEP off the weight...which is if you do not want to become a fat ass yet again you will think twice about puttin' that piece of pie in your mouth (maybe that should have been the title for today:)...
...forty sixth day...23.5 points & a very strange post (sometimes when i think too hard it comes off very strange, what can i say it doesn't happen that often)
...until a more normal tomorrow...
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