i love words...mostly due to the meaning behind it...little by little you discover what is behind the the words the more you read it...this writing i happen to stumble across...provides a connection to where you can sense the author's pain or maybe you just feel for her because you have been in a similiar situation...either way take it for what you want it to be...it is the best part of words...that once you read them; you determine the meaning...
"what hurts the most..."
"what hurts the most...
is you were supposed to be this great person
& as it turned out you are not or at least not appearing to be....
what hurts the most...
is i put my trust in you and you pushed me away....
what hurts the most...
is i let my guard down; never for once entering my mind that this is how it would end...
& i would be the one letting go...
what hurts the most...
is that i'm not sure it would have worked out...
but i was willing to try...
but to you; i must have not even been worth the effort...
what hurts the most...
is that it is what is...
because you have given me every indication it will be nothing else
what hurts the most...
is i probably lost another friend...
what hurts the most...
is you were in...i let you be close to me...
what hurts the most...
is that you can't just say i don't like you without a better explanation...
...is i want to trust you but I can't...
...is that you took a piece of me and my heart....
...is that i HAVE to be done and let go; even when i'm dying to hold on..."
(m. o'fallon)
...MAW...
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