**disclaimer 318...you're fat, you're fat...eat a donut & get over it...
...i am so not in diet mode & i need to be; because as of tomorrow morning; my fat ass will be gracing yet again the "ohh so dreaded" scale...and when it stares back up at me, it is not going to read something pretty...i am trying to be confident in myself and maintain that i least stayed the same or lost the 3 extra pounds i managed to gain from the weeks prior (i doubt it but a girl can dream & pray really really hard)...& then hopefully as i go through tomorrow after i get over the fact that my ass has a mind of its own & wants to stay the huge size it is...i will get back on the diet horse and pray for the better days to come for next week...p.s. another added fear of mine is we had a family party this weekend; which means, (i know we have lots of parties, with lots of food...) there was enough food to feed several small countries, including my ass....so we shall see...
...97 1/2 & 98 days...pray for me and for the scale...i don't think i can even be the slightest bit positive...
...until 'eeeeeekkkkkk' tomorrow
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