day 225
(*side disclaimer...my blog is being weird, so please disregard the dates; they were written on separate dates...i screw up & miss a day here and there but that was quite a bit off; i know you care that is why i am including this disclaimer)
4 days... --> "...in order to live, one must love..."
...in 30 years i have been in like, and in love only a couple of times (i think)...i have crushed a lot but i am not so sure you can count them as in liking or in loving...yes we all know i am a hopeFUL romantic...so i will keep hoping & praying for prince charming to come along and swoop me off my feet or i will just settle for my lobster...
...both of my short lived love experiences, of course, did not teach me everything but it did teach me about what i want...so here goes another one...
dear my other half...
in order for us to work, i have a few rules...of course you can add your own, and even make suggestions to mine but ultimately we have to play this like a team...
...please always communicate with me...i want be the one you come to when you need to talk...always look to have fun with me, there are going to be times it will not be fun but when it can be, let's have a f%$#& great time...always be honest with me...just as we need to be each other's confidant we also some times need to be each other's conscious...so never tell me what i want to hear (well maybe if i need it ;), but always tell me the truth...help me to become a better version of me...push me to know my faith better...just love me and the rest we can figure out together....
...i have asked a lot from you...but i do not expect to only get from you, i vow to give you, me...i promise to always be your best friend no matter what, your biggest supporter, and your partner in crime...just as you push me to be a better me, i will be doing the same...i will challenge you when you need to be challenged and back off when you need me to just be...i will walk beside you, dream with you, & pray with you...i will be your person and i promise that my heart will belong to you forever and always...and that as each day we grow together as well as individually i will fall more and more in love with you...
looking forward to this chapter and each chapter to follow, b/c it will be an adventure of a lifetime...
with all my love in my heart...
your other half
ps if you don't get what i am saying...here is another way of saying it...
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
― Bob Marley
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