day 216...
13 days --> "own it; whatever it is you need to own it..."
...for 216 days now i get up go to work (unless it is the weekend), come home, hopefully exercise;)...do whatever else needs to be done & then when evening to late night roll around, i will sit and write my blog...some days the blog will thrive, i know exactly what i want to say & i say it & other days it was the most pathetic thing i have ever written but i am determined to finish this year writing every single day of my life...& some days i have 5 people read the post, and somedays i have almost 100...but i carry on...why?, why do something that in the great scheme of things has no bearing on anything...me writing a public journal/diary and thinking that someone might be interested in what i have to say...why do all that, why stay up until 1-2am and write...cause whether it is 5 or 95 people someone is reading it, & what i put out there is me & i own that...
...we put a lot out there...sometimes probably too much but if you are going to put something out there with your name you might as well own it...why else do it; you create a beautiful piece of art or bake a cake, own it...you did it & be proud of it...b/c the person at the end of their life saying, "i wish i would have tried that or i wished i would have claimed that isn't the same person saying, "well i sure in the hell tried a lot & i am sure in the hell proud of what i did do...
...for 216 days i have blogged about anything & everything and i have stuck with it...for 216 days i have written letters to some thee most amazing people in my life...for almost 2 years i have worked at a chocolate company...for over 10 years i have been able to communicate in the Deaf community...for over 29 years i have been a daughter, a sister, and a friend...for just about 30 years...
...i have learned more about me, and i own me...
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